FIRMAMENT
By
Laura
J. Campbell
The
astronauts on the deep-space runs called time the ‘Nada.’
The Nothing.
The
enormity of time and space defied human comprehension.
Everything became nothing.
When
the crew of the Baton
Rouge awoke from suspended animation, they were
hundreds of years older than they had been when they
departed Earth. Machines had kept them alive, hydrating
them, nourishing them, taking away their wastes, filling
their dreams with images so their minds stayed agile,
moving their muscles and bones so they did not suffer
debilitating atrophy upon resurrection.
Waking
up in the Nada brought a quiet resignation that
nothing remained of a past they had abandoned.
Each
of the three-member crew would have to come to terms
with the knowledge that everyone they ever knew --
everyone
they had ever loved --
had been
dead for centuries.
Those
sentiments were abstractions when they first awoke. The
crew felt happy to have awoken; some of the experts had
warned them prior to launch that simply waking from
suspended animation was not guaranteed. It was just one
more risk they accepted before strapping in.
They
were awoken as they approached an identified habitable
planet named CJL-56913210. The visionaries back on Earth
had unimaginatively nick-named the planet ‘Eden.’
Those
visionaries were hundreds of years in their graves. So,
the crew --
Robert Jonah
Gagne, Jonathan ‘Johnathat’ Levin, and Marjorie ‘Jorie’
Motes -- had no one to
disagree with them when they re-named the planet
‘Hemingway.’ It recognized the author who had
articulated the reality of their journey through
extra-stellar space with amazing clarity: “It
was all nothing, and a man was nothing, too…”
“Coffee
is on,” Jorie Motes told her crewmates. They were all
dressed in white, quilted body suits, designed to warm
up their bodies and provide waves of constriction to
help re-awaken their bodies.
“Thanks,
Jorie,” Robert Gagne replied. “I wonder what it will
taste like.”
“Coffee?”
the third of their team, Johnathat Levin asked. “Don’t
you remember?”
His
legal name was ‘Johnathat’. His parents named him
‘Johnathan’ but the undercompensated, overworked public
servant filling out his birth certificate had mistyped
his name. His parents had let the spelling error stick,
reasoning that an unusual name on a birth certificate
might prompt him to distinguish himself. Everyone had
called him ‘Jonathan’ anyway, so the birth certificate
didn’t really control his Earthly life.
Sometime
during training, the team had elected to go with “J”
versions of their names. That allowed Marjorie, Robert,
and Johnathan to die on Earth, alongside their family
and friends. Now only Jorie, Jonah, and Johnathat
existed. The latter identities had no ties to Earth,
only to ship, mission, and space.
The
detachment blessed the pain, made the transition from
going to sleep with everything and waking up in nothing
more bearable.
“I
don’t remember what anything tastes like,” Jonah
confessed, looking at the mug, filled with hot,
taupe-colored liquid. “Do you?”
“I
have a vague memory,” Johnathat replied. “I possess an
idea about the perfect taste of coffee. A philosophical
construct, not a visceral memory.” He sniffed the air.
“I remember that it smells better than it tastes.”
“It’s
a caffeine delivery system,” Jorie interjected. “And it
will put a little fluid in our systems. Something our
stomachs, kidneys, livers, bladders, and urethras will
have to deal with – something our systems will have to
process. No time like the present to find out if we are
still operational biological beings.”
“How
long to Hemingway?” Johnathat asked.
“T-minus
three Earth days,” Jorie answered. She started pouring
coffee, steadying her dominant hand with her weaker
hand. “I’m still a little underpowered,” she noted.
“I’ll hit the gym after breakfast. I’ll be happy if I
can curl a three-pound weight.”
“Baby steps and
positive self-affirmation,” Johnathat reminded
her. “I can pull out the post-suspended animation
'Resurrection Manual', if you would like. Our guide to
getting back on our feet, physically, mentally,
emotionally, and spiritually. Lots of pithy quotations
to overcome the challenges of being asleep longer than
many Empires lasted.”
His
crewmates knew that his reference to the Manual, stored
in a cabinet on the bridge of the Baton
Rouge, was offered in humor.
“The
Manual’s authors never went to sleep and woke up
centuries later,” Jonah noted. “They had no idea what we
would really be going through.” He got up and looked at
a monitor projecting the view outside of the ship.
Through the image they could ‘see’ outside their hull;
space, with its limitless lack of terrain.
The
space around them did not appear black. It was a dark,
purple-blue swirl, filled with points of light. The
stars were incredible in space. They weren’t just little
twinkling specks of light. They had all sorts of colors
and intricate coronas. Patches of black existed; many
indicated the location of dark matter.
“You
ready to assume manual control?” Jorie asked Jonah. She
hesitantly raised the cup of coffee to her face,
breathing in the aroma. Hoping she could swallow, hoping
peristalsis still worked, hoping that the bolus of
coffee would work its way through her digestive system
just as flawlessly as the last cup she had, hundreds of
years ago.
“I’ll
be ready. When will you do your checklist on the
engines?” Jonah replied.
“This
afternoon,” Marjorie replied. “When I can see straight.
My eyes are still adjusting.”
Johnathat
joined Jonah, looking outside. “I’ll just sit back and
enjoy the ride until we get to Hemingway.” He looked at
the coffee. “Now or never,” he said.
He
put the cup to his lips and swallowed a mouthful of warm
coffee.
He
felt the heat travel down his esophagus.
“And?”
Jorie asked.
“It’s
more bitter than I remember. But good. You make a mean
cup of joe, Jorie.”
Jorie
smiled. “It’s good to know that my senses have returned
sufficiently to enable me to brew a pot of coffee. Now
all I have to do is reacquaint myself with the workings
of a fusion drive.”
“I
can still pull out that 'Resurrection Manual',”
Johnathat grinned. “Give you some nice words to think
about.”
“Go
near that Manual,” Jorie replied, “And I’ll tar and
feather you.”
“I
think we have feathers and tar in the hold,” Jonah
added.
“That
would invoke Section Six of the Manual,” Johnathat
replied, making up a chapter: 'Now
that You Are All Awake: Appropriate Actions to Take
When Your Crewmates Are Being Insufferable'.”
###
The
crew had designed a ritual, before succumbing to their
deep sleep. It did not have the imprimatur of any Policy
or Manual. The crew had designed and decreed the
practice.
Over
the course of the next three hours, each crewmember
individually approached the large view screen.
Three
pieces of paper and three pens on a table next to the
screen. Each piece of paper and pen bore the
self-selected symbol of each of the crew members. One
bore the image of a seahorse, Jorie’s symbol; another
bore the image of a globe, Jonah’s symbol; and the last
was decorated with a jellyfish, Johnathat’s symbol.
Jorie
approached first. She looked at the projected image of
space and wrote down the name of everybody whom had ever
been dear to her and everyone who she had admired. She
folded piece of paper and placed it into a small, cloth
bag. “A time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to
keep, and a time to cast away,” she whispered.
Johnathat
observed the second visitation. He wrote the names of
his beloved on his piece of paper and placed the list
reverently into the bag. He rocked himself back and
forth, gazing upon distant stars, reciting the Aramaic
words of the Mourner’s Kaddish, the mourner’s prayer.
In
the third hour, Jonah wrote down his names, and placed
them in the bag.
He
stood and stared at open space for fifty-five minutes,
saying no words.
After
the three hours had passed, Jorie collected the bags,
and using a heavily secured ejection tube equipped with
multiple airlocks, released the bag into open space.
As
the names were lost to the Nada, the crew
embraced the nothingness.
###
The
Baton Rogue had a
straightforward mission:
arrive at CJL-56913210 and start making the place
teem with life so it could fully support future
colonists. Seeds, embryos, and fertilized eggs held in
stasis filled the Baton Rouge’s hold. The age-old question of if the chicken or the
egg had been there first would have an answer on
CJL-56913210: the egg always comes before the chicken,
regardless of the circumstances.
The
plant stock that the Baton
Rogue carried would be planted, cultivated, and
grown. The animal embryos nurtured and released. The
eggs hatched and the creatures dispersed across the
planet’s oceans and lands. A legion of small, robotic
beings sat waiting in the hold, ready to be activated
and aid in the gargantuan task. Those assigned to the
animals were called ‘Cherubim,’ and those assigned to
the plants were called ‘Seraphim.’ A contest named them;
a thirteen-year-old school girl from Chalmette won with
those suggestions.
The
crew was under orders to dig their own graves and bury
one another, in due time.
Behind
them would be waves of colonists, expecting to find a
planet thriving with utilitarian plant and animal life.
The Swann Coalition, which funded the Baton
Rouge and its mission, sought out naturally
habitable galactic locations, adapt those environments
to established human needs, and
send people to live there.
The
Swann
Fleet initially contained thirteen ships, each named
after a major city in the US state of Louisiana (a
founding member of Swann belonged to the Cajun
Navy). The crew of the Baton
Rogue had been in suspended animation for
centuries; since their departure, they reasoned
significant advances in space travel had undoubtedly
occurred since they departed the home planet. At
least they hoped so.
What
had taken the Baton
Rogue hundreds of years to accomplish might only
take decades for the colony ships in their cosmic wake
to achieve. Joanh, Johnathat,
and Jorie would need to apply themselves to
their work on Hemingway quickly.
Johnathat
sat on the bridge with Jonah and Jorie. He didn’t have
to be in attendance; he wasn’t involved in ship
operations. Johnathat served as combat support, mission
specialist, cook, clergyman, medical officer, legal
advisor, financial expert, agriculturalist,
veterinarian, ethicist, and chief bottle washer. He
could sit by idly while Jonah drove the vessel and Jorie
made sure the vessel could be driven.
Once
on the planet, Johnathat would be busy, and Jonah and
Jorie could sit by idly. Of those three graves
Johnathat’s had
be the last grave filled. Jorie and Jonah were committed
to surrendering their own lives to make sure that
Johnathat would outlive them.
Jorie
picked up a glass of orange juice, emblazoned with the
name Baton Rouge,
their names, and an emblem comprised of their symbols.
The seahorse, the globe, and the jellyfish. She took a
sip of the re-constituted juice.
“So
sweet,” she puckered her lips. “And acidic.”
“I
told you to start with apple juice,” Jonah reminded her.
“But -- your stomach, your rules. And you broke out the
mission glassware, I see. Complete with that
seahorse-globe-jellyfish thing.”
“I
like the
seahorse-globe-jellyfish thing,” Johnathat objected.
“Paul McCartney was the Walrus; I get to be the
jellyfish. Goo-gooby-gu.”
“You’re
proud to be a jellyfish?” Jorie asked.
“Jellyfish
float in the currents,” Johnathat replied. “I’m like
that. I don’t have any control over this ship. I’m just
along for the ride. Hoping I’ll get to where I’m
supposed to be. Now, Jonah, the globe is not very
imaginative.”
“Pilots
aren’t supposed to have too much imagination,” he
answered. “You want us to stick to the course and not
do anything too creative. The globe is Earth. The old
country. Never forget where you’re from. And you, Jorie?
Why choose the seahorse?”
“Seahorses
represent patience, persistence, calm,” she said. “And
seahorses have special protective symbolism for sailors
and seafarers. Seemed like that translated to good luck
charm for space-faring.”
“You
like that ancient space history stuff,” Jonah noted.
“What was your mission application essay on? You must
have chosen something historic.”
“Apollo
One,” she replied. “Three astronauts lost to an oxygen
fire while training for the first lunar landing.
Grissom, Chaffee, and White. I wrote about the dangers
of space travel, but how we choose to explore space
nonetheless.”
“Things
better contemplated when one is safely on planet,”
Johnathat noted.
“We’re
just forty-eight hours away from Hemingway,” Jonah
added. “Hopefully being on planet will be as safe as we
hope.”
###
Johnathat
and Jorie were in their respective quarters, getting
their first non-suspended animation sleep. Adjusting to
regular sleep-waking cycles was vital to their
well-being.
Jonah
manned the bridge, making sure they were on course. He
assessed the view.
CJL-56913210
orbited a large sun, designated as Sol 169-181-1. Jonah
magnified the view of the sun as best he could.
Plumes
of fire erupted from the sun’s surface.
Jonah
consulted his computer, entering queries.
He
frowned at the data he saw generated.
The
data represented something they had no control over, so
it made little sense to wake his crewmates regarding
something they were powerless to influence.
Re-establishing regular sleep patterns took precedence.
He would tell his crewmates about his observations when
they woke up.
For
now, he made a slight adjustment in their course.
Jonah
postponed his own retirement.
They
would be about twelve hours late arriving at
CJL-56913210.
###
“Sol
169-181-1 is pushing out some major solar winds,” Jonah
reported. “I recalculated our course. We will be landing
about forty-four hours from now. About twelve hours
behind schedule.”
“What
our risk?’ Jorie asked.
“We’re
at risk for radiation exposure,” Jonah replied.
“Johnathat can import my data and calculate how much
radiation. I don’t want to over-shoot CJL-56913210.
We’re currently on approach. We need to land and start
phase two of this mission.”
“In
1963,” Jorie began, comforting herself with history.
“Earth engineers designed a vessel they named the Manned
Orbiting Laboratory – the MOL. It had minimal shielding.
The radiation exposure for the crew, in the case of a
radiation event like a solar storm, would have exceeded
biologically safe exposure limits. The crew’s skin would
have gotten about 1,770 millisievert, their internal
organs about 451 mSv of radiation. The powers that were
recast MOL as a reconnaissance platform.”
“That
much would cause nausea, skin burns, fatigue,” Johnathat
noted. “And vomiting – not good on board a ship with no
gravity system, as they were in those days. We have
artificial gravity generators. But nausea and fatigue
are still not things we need after resurrection from
suspended animation. All of us are still very weak. I
could only curl an eight-pounder in the gym last night.
And only a few reps.”
“I
struggled with a five-pounder,” Jonah frowned. “We have
a lot of rebuilding to do. Speaking of which, are your
eyes back on-line yet, Jorie?”
“My
vision is still fuzzy,” she replied. “What’s the word,
math-boy? We good or not?”
“I’m
doing the calculations,” Johnathat reported, consulting
the data. “A solar wind can move a million miles an
hour. Our deep-sleep compartment is a special
containment chamber, which kept our exposure to ionizing
radiation to amounts below those we would have been
exposed to on Earth. Normal space travel exposure is 50
to 2,000 mSv.”
“This
is a powerful flare,” Jonah noted. He put the magnified
image of the sun on screen, the image demonstrating
another arch of fire peeling off the sun.
Johnathat
looked at his computer screen apprehensively. “We have a
problem. According to my preliminary number crunching,
we’re looking at an exposure of 5,000 mSv – maybe even
more. That’s enough that half of us will be dead within
a month.”
“There’s
only three of us,” Jorie noted. “One-and-a-half of us
dead in thirty days isn’t an option. Should we return to
the sleep chamber? We would be protected there.”
“We might be safe,” Johnathat stressed. “But the
concern isn’t just for us. This radiation could kill our
cargo. Every seed, embryo, egg. During suspended
animation secondary shielding panels were programmed to
deploy automatically, to protect the ship and cargo.
They weren’t needed during the trip here, but we need to
activate those now.”
The
ship’s walls contained contiguous shielding; the
secondary panels were stored in an accordion-like
fashion, designed to unfurl along side-tracks mounted in
the ship’s walls. Once stretched out, the panels would
provide a layer of lead shielding embedded with
proprietary radiation blockers. Once the panels were
deployed, the ship was entombed in the ultimate Faraday
Cage. No electromagnetic energy of any type --
from radio
waves to gamma rays --
could
penetrate the ship.
An
automatic latch at the top of the panel’s course would
hold the panel in place until the danger had passed and
the panel disengaged and returned to its pocket. Then
normal ship functions would be restored.
“We
need that shielding up, to protect the cargo. We’ll take
it down as soon as we can. We can shelter in the
sleeping chamber. Until then, in our automatic
navigational systems we’ll trust.” He flipped the
navigational system back to an autopilot. He pressed
commands into a computer.
Twenty-six
lights lit up on a view screen. Each light indicated one
of the twenty-six secondary shielding panels that
encapsulated the ship. Jonah entered a command:
twenty-three lights went from red to green.
“Three
panels didn’t deploy,” Jonah noted. He reentered
commands.
The
three panels, located in separate parts of the ship,
remained red, indicating failure to deploy. “I don’t see
any obvious indication of a malfunction,” Jonah said.
“They should have gone up with the others.”
“It’s
been hundreds of years,” Johnathat noted. “Eighty-eight
percent efficiency. But we need 100%. An
incomplete Maginot Line didn’t work for France, and it
won’t work for us, either.”
“Three
panels, three of us,” Jorie noted. “We can manually push
the panels up. We trained on this. I remember getting a
bruise on my shoulder nudging a panel into place during
training.” She gestured to Panel Number Seven, blinking
red on the display. “I’ll take Number Seven.”
“I
got this Panel Twenty-three,” Jonah said.
“Which
means I get Panel Three,” Johnathat acknowledged. “Let’s
do this thing.”
###
“I’m
in location,” Jorie reported in, using the
inter-communications system.
“Panel
Three seems physically stuck. As if something is
impeding its deployment,” Johnathat replied.
“Panel
23 isn’t budging, either,” Jonah confirmed.
“Okay,”
Johnathat thought aloud, “These things are on rails;
once we can get them out of their pockets they should
glide up their tracks like they’re sliding on warm
butter. As Jorie reminded us, we use our shoulders to
propel them upwards faster. Like getting the doors on
old-fashioned storage units to move.”
The
three crewmembers each reached inside their respective
panel pockets to pull the obstinate panels out of their
hiding places. In each case, the tightly wound
accordion-like panel jostled, but did not move.
“We
have about thirteen minutes before the wind gets here,”
Jonah said.
“It
will take about a full minute to push the panel up and
lock it into place,” Jorie reminded him.
“Then
we have twelve minutes,” Jonah said. “Figure out if
there is anything impeding the tracks or the channels.
Things could have shifted during flight.”
Jorie
dug her little fingers around the imbedded panel, she
felt something hard pushing against the wall. “I think
mine has the lock latch popped out,” she reported. “It
must have sprung loose during flight. It’s wedged
against the inside of the pocket wall. I think I can
wiggle it back enough to get the first part of the panel
out. Once out, the popped latch shouldn’t be an issue
going up in the track.”
“And
I have the same issue,” Johnathat observed. “My fingers
are bigger than Jorie’s, but I can just about get my
index finger in there.”
Jonah
reached his finger in, feeling the deployed latch lock.
“Same
situation here,” Jonah said. “At least the failure is
uniform.” He moved his finger against the top of the
latch, gently pushing it back so that it would have
enough clearance to make it past the lip of the pocket
the panel resided in.
“Ten
minutes,” Jorie noted. “It is taking some finesse, but I
can hold the latch back.”
Jonah
managed to wedge his finger between the knob-like latch
and the wall. He pushed the latch in, giving the panel
enough clearance to be gently coaxed out of its pocket.
Using the knob itself as a grip for his fingertip, he
inched the edge of the panel up. The panel resisted, but
with a multitude of small, patient movements, he eased
the top of the panel over the pocket lip. “Panel
Twenty-Three was a little tricky to move, but I got the
latch pushed in and used it to maneuver the panel out of
the pocket. Slow, steady moves got the job done.”
“The
latch of Panel Three is free,” Jorie added, having
successfully performed the same maneuvers.
“Ditto,”
Johnathat reported in. “How are we doing on time?”
“A
bit over eight minutes,” Jonah reported.
The
lights on the ship dimmed. Low-level red lighting
flooded the interior of the ship.
“Emergency
systems sensing the solar wind approaching,” Jonah told
them. “The lights dimming to red is designed to let us
know something bad is happening.”
“Plunging
us into crimson darkness is supposed to help?” Jorie
asked. “Because I can barely see a
thing.”
“Same
here,” Johnathat said.
“The
system hasn’t been activated in centuries,” Jonah said.
“The emergency lights should be brighter; I can’t get to
the bridge to fix that right now. My eyes are adjusting
to the darkness.”
“Glad
yours are,” Jorie replied. “Mine are still recovering
from deep sleep.”
“Whatever
moved the panel pushed my panel off of its tracks,”
Johnathat reported.
“Mine,
too,” Jorie added. “Given the similarities in
malfunction, possibly an after-effect of the explosive
force of the launch. The panels must have been jostled
off of their rails, the latches popping out.”
“Not
like we can complain to management,” Johnathat noted.
“Seven
minutes to get these things rolling,” Jonah said,
keeping them focused. “Jiggle them. Get them back on
their tracks. Quickly, folks. Double time.”
“Six
minutes,” Jonah said a minute later. He worked
frantically to align the panel back into its track. A
strobe effect began to oscillate through the low red
lighting, indicating imminent danger.
Jorie
felt frantic and anxious. “Keep calm,” she told herself.
“Keep calm. This has to be done delicately.” She took a
deep breath and maneuvered the top of the assembly,
angling one edge of the panel back into its track.
The
group labored in silence, each struggling with his or
her own objective.
“Five
minutes,” Jonah counted. “Or these things aren’t going
to be up and in place in time.”
“I
don’t want to die here. Not after all it took to get
here,” Jorie whispered to herself. The lights flashed
around her, casting wild shadows in the nooks and
crannies of the hallway in which her panel was located.
Her
eyes still could not see clearly. The low-level red
lights and strobe effect created flutters across her
vision. Vague figures moved in between the flashes of
light.
She
closed her eyes, trusting her sense of touch more than
her sense of sight. In a moment, she felt the panel
beneath her fingertips snap securely into place; its
movement became more agile. “I think mine is moving!”
she exclaimed. “It’s back on its track!”
“I
can’t see a damn thing,” Johnathat reported. “The lights
just went way down here.”
“Four
minutes,” Jonah warned. “Focus, people, focus! Jorie –
get that panel up.”
Time,
which had drifted by for centuries without meaning,
abruptly become critical again.
Jorie
breathed deeply. She had barely been capable of moving
the panel during training; and she had been
significantly stronger. She had been curling
twenty-pound dumbbells during pre-launch training; post
awakening, three pounders challenged her.
She
closed her eyes again and pushed. “Help me,” she
beseeched.
In
the darkness, she felt something helping move the panel,
joining in her efforts. The panel began to move freely,
gliding on its rails. She placed her shoulder against
it, using her body to propel the panel upwards.
She
opened her eyes.
And
then she saw him.
The
man stood beside her, garbed in an ancient astronaut
suit. The white fabric of his space suit reflected the
scarlet strobe light. He wore an old helmet, white and
solid, smudged with black marks. She could see her
reflection in his visor.
The
man put his shoulder against the panel. He held up a
finger, indicating a rhythm. They moved together,
methodically pushing the panel up.
“Two
minutes,” Jonah said. “My panel is in its tracks. Damn
this thing is hard to move! I could use two of me...”
“What
the hell ...”
He
stopped himself from completing his statement. The sound
of the panel rhythmically being deployed filled his
microphone.
“There’s
someone here.” Johnathat said. His tone reflected
elation and terror.
“Is
he helping you?” Jorie asked. “Is your panel
moving?”
“Yes,
and yes,” Johnathat answered.
“We’re
getting it done,” Jonah reported. “One minute.”
The
man in the ancient astronaut suit assisted Jorie, his
hands and shoulder supplying labor stronger than hers.
Then she heard a latching sound, the panel locked in
place.
“We’re
latched,”
she reported.
Thirty seconds.
“Panel
Three secured!” Johnathat reported. “Thank you,” he
muttered, his voice barely audible over the link.
Twenty seconds.
The
lights continued to strobe, splashing erratic crimson
light throughout the Baton
Rouge.
“Jonah?”
Jorie beseeched.
Snap!
Seven seconds.
“Panel
Twenty-Three secured,” Jonah replied.
Zero seconds.
Silence
entombed the ship. The strobe kept oscillating the in
the crimson emergency lighting.
“Radiation
levels holding,” Jonah said, watching the numbers on a
counter. “No radiation seepage. We can hold until the
danger has passed us by. After that, we’ll drop the
panels back into place and jump back on manual
controls.” He stared into the crimson darkness. As he
watched, the space-suited figure give him a thumbs up.
Jorie
looked around her location in the dark red bay.
The
antiquated astronaut had disappeared. She was alone.
###
Johnathat
put a box underneath a tree. Sunlight from Sol 169-181-1
filtered through the leaves of a nearby tree.
“So
far all data is tracking what the Swann scientists
predicted,” Jonah confirmed. “Four seasons. Clement
weather. Perfect atmosphere. Fresh water.”
Cherubim
and Seraphim, activated upon landing, were busy taking
soil samples and chattering robotically with one
another.
“Any
takers for helping me plant saplings?” Johnathat asked.
“I have a bunch of fruit trees to get growing.”
“I’m
retired, remember?” Jonah smiled.
“Seriously?”
“Oh,
alright. I’m game. I’ll throw some pecan trees in the
ground. I can make a mean pecan pie. Maybe for
Thanksgiving. We have a lot to be thankful for.”
Jorie
walked out of the Baton
Rouge, bearing a flag.
“About
time,” Jonah remarked. “What took you so long? Time to
raise the colors.”
“I
had to make a few alterations,” she explained. She
secured the flag’s grommets to two fasteners outside of
the ship. The breeze picked up the fabric; the flag
waved in the wind.
The
flag bore the images of the seahorse, globe, and
jellyfish. And, mirroring their names on the flag, she
had added three new names.
Gagne. Levin. Mote
White. Grissom. Chaffee.
“The
Apollo One crew?” Jonah asked, recognizing the names
from the mission patch. “Jorie?”
“They
helped us with the radiation panels. If not for them, we
would be dead. They have as much claim to this planet as
we do.”
Jonah
looked away; his intellect frustrated by his knowledge.
“We
all saw them,”
Jorie emphasized. “Not just me.”
“We
don’t know
what we saw,” Jonah said. “We were just coming out of
suspended animation. You had just told us about your
mission essay. Radiation sickness can be disorienting. I
don't believe in ghosts. Even helpful ones.”
“Grissom
helped me,” Jorie said, her tone resolute.
“I saw a name,
too: Chaffee,” Johnathat reported. “Jonah? That leaves
White.”
“In the Nada,
I saw White,” he confessed.
“In
the Nada, we were saved by the algo,”
Johnathat observed. "In
the nothing we were saved by the something."
Johnathat
headed towards boxes full of dormant chrysalises. “We
have a planet to set up,” he said. “Our days of flight
are behind us. Now it is time to set butterflies free,
and thank those who went before us. And those who may be
with us still.”
THE
END
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